Undated entries cont.

They’re always acting like what I’m thinking is unknown to them, and they’re telling me what to do, but they arent. They were my thoughts, duh.  I think, sometimes, they want me to think they are young and naive about some subjects. probably to get me communicating, because I like to share the little knowledge I have with everyone, not realizing their malicious intent in reality.

*They* are constantly making every move or thought seem as though they are a shock, absurd, fascinating, unbelievable, wrong or a mistake, making me have a  shameful perception of myself become my incapacitating reality full of guilt for no reason. An example could be scoffing at me while I poop and making sounds if ridicule while I wipe myself.

Dubstep, Neurofunk, Jungle, and Dark Drum N Bass work the best to drown out their repeated non stop verbal attacks and abuse, it really upsets them, when they aren’t heard. I can’t lie, I do enjoy pissing them off.  Love it infact, it’s become my new life goal, after building a faraday cage large enough to put my bed in and another for the recliner.

As I read and learn more about psyop they keep acting as though their astonished.  The communication is unknown to me yet they act as though I should treat it as normal. Last time I checked, being able to communication with someone who is not in the same room or even in the same house requires a radio of some kind or a telephone, however, I’m not using any device, I can just hear them. They can apparently here me too.  This is with no equipment on my side. I don’t know what they are using but it must be powerful and damaging to me physically.  As I write this they continue to act surprised, like its not normal for me to receive this unknown harassment, without welcome arms.  Its pathetic how cruel they are in their constant psychological torture.  Even things like typos generate endless ridicule and harassment. I’m sure I’ve made plenty of those here. I’m doing this all from the Mobile App and I don’t even know what I’m doing, i.e. how the App works. My Grammer is poor and my spelling even worse.Thank god for autocorrect and music, as it helps tremendously.  I just know it’s my job to inform as many people as I can about the atrocity being committed against me and thousands, if not millions, of other U.S. citizen and probably other victims globally.

I never could have imagined that people with absolutely no morals or ethics could exsist but they do and this is real.  They are real. The voices in my head from my mental disability do not harass, they do not insult, they do not degrade me, they do not torture me, but this group of people do.  The technology they are using to make it possible for me to hear them is completely unknown to me. I fear it has to be something similar to with what Edward Snowden explain in his whistleblowing on Remote Neural Monitoring and multiple other things being done by the CIA and National Security Agency. Apparently this technology has been around since the 50s and was developed for medical purposes.

I don’t know who they are or what they want, but, I believe there must be other victims, like myself, being mentally tortured and possible seriously injured and possibly killed, with their Radio Frequencies and Electro Magnetic Radiation.  I believe it’s called EMF and ELF.  I would not doubt if they are, infact, slowly killing me, causing cancer or other fatal issues, because I keep telling them to go to hell.  It’s sad that there is actually a group with no virtues, that have so much hate in their hearts, that they have resorted to psychology mind torture. That statement is for lack of better terms because there is no way they can even have a heart. If they do, its cold and black to its core. I’m doing my best to keep my sanity though, no one believes the truth. All of us are deemed psychotic. The general public thinks like I do. If this was actually happening, it would be common knowledge. This technology would be a household term. There would be information about it.  There are some things in the neuro medical communities. But when I go looking for help nothing except conspiracy theories, that no one believes.  And they have the gull to act surprised that I want them to leave me alone.  They have the audacity to act like I’m the one who’s out of line.  This is a group of unknown psychopaths attacking via an unknown technology from an unknown location who won’t even let their motive be known for hating me so much. Who would be okay with this? Not me. They can go to hell.

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